January 2010
[1/30/10 11: 18:24 PM] tina jay arnet le: did u go to soccer?
[1/30/10 11: 27:58 PM] Mohawk: nope
[1/30/10 11: 28:41 PM] tina jay arnet le: oh. coz u said u liked soccer, so i thot u wud hav joined
[1/30/10 11: 28:53 PM] Mohawk: i did
[1/30/10 11: 29:00 PM] Mohawk: i just got kicked off the team
[1/30/10 11: 29:01 PM] Mohawk: lolz
[1/30/10 11: 29:05 PM] tina jay arnet le: o.O
[1/30/10 11: 29:06 PM] tina jay arnet le: wth
[1/30/10 11: 29:07 PM] tina jay arnet le: lol
[1/30/10 11: 29:09 PM] tina jay arnet le: you're a senior
[1/30/10 11: 29:11 PM] Mohawk: couldn make it to too many practices
[1/30/10 11: 29:14 PM] tina jay arnet le: senior priviledged?
[1/30/10 11: 29:23 PM] Mohawk: too much IB work
[1/30/10 11: 30:17 PM] tina jay arnet le: awe
[1/30/10 11: 30:29 PM] tina jay arnet le: lol. coz jansie was looking for you... if you remembered wat she asked for that is
[1/30/10 11: 30:52 PM] Mohawk: yea i do
[1/30/10 11: 30:54 PM] Mohawk: lolz
[1/30/10 11: 31:10 PM] tina jay arnet le: she was looking forward to it lol.
[1/30/10 11: 31:24 PM] Mohawk: actually kinda forgot that i could ask someone to give it to her
[1/30/10 11: 31:25 PM] Mohawk: =0=
[1/30/10 11: 31:29 PM] Mohawk: well still have bball
[1/30/10 11: 32:11 PM] tina jay arnet le: r u going?
[1/30/10 11: 32:35 PM] Mohawk: nope too close to exams
[1/30/10 11: 32:46 PM] tina jay arnet le: o.O
[1/30/10 11: 32:57 PM] tina jay arnet le: tsk tsk.
[1/30/10 11: 33:19 PM] tina jay arnet le: btw. mac and mike did great in the Junior MRISA thing
[1/30/10 11: 38:50 PM] tina jay arnet le: anyways. i have to go to bed.
[1/30/10 11: 38:59 PM] tina jay arnet le: ttyl
[1/30/10 11: 38:59 PM] Mohawk: ok
[1/30/10 11: 39:01 PM] Mohawk: ttyl
[1/30/10 11: 39:01 PM] tina jay arnet le: night
[1/30/10 11: 39:02 PM] Mohawk: night
wish you would talk a lil moreee.
Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty...
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[1/28/10 7: 54:56 PM] Duc Ducky Le: u stil miss him?
[1/28/10 7: 55:23 PM] tina jay arnet le: yeah :(
[1/28/10 7: 55:33 PM] Duc Ducky Le: wel im a lil btr dan u, getting her bak ;)
[1/28/10 7: 56:02 PM] Duc Ducky Le: but u gotta to move on sis
[1/28/10 7: 57:47 PM] tina jay arnet le: m not saying i cant live without him
[1/28/10 7: 57:55 PM] tina jay arnet le: i can live without him, i just dont know how yet
[1/28/10 7: 58:09 PM] Duc Ducky Le: ye ... not sure bou dat
[1/28/10 7: 58:20 PM] Duc Ducky Le: u seems lik u miss him more dan alot
[1/28/10 8: 01:15 PM] tina jay arnet le: lol
[1/28/10 8: 01:19 PM] tina jay arnet le: i still cry alot
[1/28/10 8: 01:25 PM] Duc Ducky Le: ouch...
[1/28/10 8: 01:31 PM] Duc Ducky Le: cry??
[1/28/10 8: 01:33 PM] tina jay arnet le: yeah
[1/28/10 8: 01:36 PM] tina jay arnet le: m crying right now
[1/28/10 8: 01:46 PM] Duc Ducky Le: wow
[1/28/10 8: 01:56 PM] Duc Ducky Le: :(
[1/28/10 8: 01:56 PM] Duc Ducky Le: he s one lucky guy n he neva realise dat
[1/28/10 8: 02:02 PM] Duc Ducky Le: im sr sis
[1/28/10 8: 09:32 PM] tina jay arnet le: its ok
[1/28/10 8: 09:45 PM] tina jay arnet le: ure funny u knw that?
[1/28/10 8: 09:50 PM] tina jay arnet le: noones ever lucky to have a girl like me
[1/28/10 8: 10:02 PM] Duc Ducky Le: y not?
[1/28/10 8: 10:13 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i mean may b d others not
[1/28/10 8: 10:23 PM] Duc Ducky Le: but at least he has sum1 dat actualii love him
[1/28/10 8: 10:29 PM] Duc Ducky Le: am i ryte or not?
[1/28/10 8: 11:56 PM] tina jay arnet le: idk
[1/28/10 8: 11:58 PM] tina jay arnet le: m confused
[1/28/10 8: 12:05 PM] tina jay arnet le: i wna tlak to him face to face
[1/28/10 8: 12:08 PM] tina jay arnet le: i want to hear the truth
[1/28/10 8: 12:18 PM] tina jay arnet le: i wna see his face.. his expression telling me the truth
[1/28/10 8: 12:24 PM] tina jay arnet le: but EVERYONES going against me
[1/28/10 8: 12:25 PM] tina jay arnet le: :(
[1/28/10 8: 12:32 PM] Duc Ducky Le: im on ur side
[1/28/10 8: 12:34 PM] tina jay arnet le: they're all saying m gna put him in a hard situation
[1/28/10 8: 12:40 PM] tina jay arnet le: hemight hate me for life
[1/28/10 8: 12:41 PM] Duc Ducky Le: sumtimes it is
[1/28/10 8: 12:44 PM] tina jay arnet le: i knw
[1/28/10 8: 12:48 PM] tina jay arnet le: but hes put me thru enuf
[1/28/10 8: 12:49 PM] Duc Ducky Le: im a guy
[1/28/10 8: 12:57 PM] tina jay arnet le: i just want this one favor from him
[1/28/10 8: 13:04 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i think i noe how wud he feel if u do dat
[1/28/10 8: 13:14 PM] Duc Ducky Le: it s hard
[1/28/10 8: 13:21 PM] Duc Ducky Le: but i think i wud btr tel d truth
[1/28/10 8: 14:19 PM] Duc Ducky Le: it s btr dat way
[1/28/10 8: 15:08 PM] tina jay arnet le: idk
[1/28/10 8: 15:21 PM] tina jay arnet le: its just not everyone thinks the same you know
[1/28/10 8: 15:32 PM] tina jay arnet le: but like nara wants to find out FOR me
[1/28/10 8: 15:45 PM] tina jay arnet le: but what she doesnt get is that id like to hear it for myself
[1/28/10 8: 16:00 PM] tina jay arnet le: me... him... talking. hearing it from him. i know id feel so much better after it.
[1/28/10 8: 16:53 PM] Duc Ducky Le: y dun u use skype?
[1/28/10 8: 16:57 PM] Duc Ducky Le: oovoo?
[1/28/10 8: 19:27 PM] tina jay arnet le: m just scared he'll bail half way
[1/28/10 8: 19:37 PM] tina jay arnet le: but face to face... its harder to avoid
[1/28/10 8: 19:59 PM] Duc Ducky Le: oh i got u
[1/28/10 8: 20:26 PM] Duc Ducky Le: it s hard now to do dat ryte?
[1/28/10 8: 20:29 PM] Duc Ducky Le: he s not here
[1/28/10 8: 20:40 PM] tina jay arnet le: yeah
[1/28/10 8: 21:56 PM] Duc Ducky Le: wel wil he come bak?
[1/28/10 8: 21:59 PM] Duc Ducky Le: or visit u?
[1/28/10 8: 22:49 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i noe u wana noe d truth
[1/28/10 8: 22:55 PM] Duc Ducky Le: but life is a bitch
[1/28/10 8: 22:59 PM] Duc Ducky Le: bigges bitch
[1/28/10 8: 23:07 PM] Duc Ducky Le: so u hav 2 deal wit it
[1/28/10 8: 23:34 PM] tina jay arnet le: he's not coming back
[1/28/10 8: 23:38 PM] tina jay arnet le: but m planning on coming to him
[1/28/10 8: 23:40 PM] tina jay arnet le: see him
[1/28/10 8: 23:46 PM] tina jay arnet le: talk to him like frends
[1/28/10 8: 23:57 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i dun think u can talk to him liik frens
[1/28/10 8: 25:24 PM] tina jay arnet le: well idk
[1/28/10 8: 25:26 PM] tina jay arnet le: just talk
[1/28/10 8: 25:30 PM] tina jay arnet le: if i get ther
[1/28/10 8: 25:33 PM] tina jay arnet le: n chicken out
[1/28/10 8: 26:04 PM] tina jay arnet le: il just ask him for one favor... is to be my best friend.... like we were b4
[1/28/10 8: 26:06 PM] tina jay arnet le: btu i dnt
[1/28/10 8: 26:09 PM] tina jay arnet le: il ask him y
[1/28/10 8: 28:13 PM] Duc Ducky Le: WEL
[1/28/10 8: 28:15 PM] Duc Ducky Le: first
[1/28/10 8: 28:20 PM] Duc Ducky Le: u cant control ur feelings
[1/28/10 8: 28:24 PM] Duc Ducky Le: u might ask him another things
[1/28/10 8: 28:33 PM] Duc Ducky Le: second i dunno if dat s gonna work
[1/28/10 8: 28:43 PM] Duc Ducky Le: lik he might say st different n think bou st else
[1/28/10 8: 30:44 PM] tina jay arnet le: idk
[1/28/10 8: 30:57 PM] tina jay arnet le: but m just hoping itd cut me some slack from all these miserable feelings
[1/28/10 8: 31:29 PM] Duc Ducky Le: wel it s not lik it s gonna disappear in one or 2 weeks
[1/28/10 8: 31:31 PM] Duc Ducky Le: trust me
[1/28/10 8: 31:44 PM] Duc Ducky Le: talk 2 him face 2 face
[1/28/10 8: 32:00 PM] Duc Ducky Le: might help u noe bou d truth
[1/28/10 8: 32:04 PM] tina jay arnet le: i knw it wont.... but m hoping id help
[1/28/10 8: 32:05 PM] Duc Ducky Le: but u might miss himi more
[1/28/10 8: 32:15 PM] tina jay arnet le: yeah
[1/28/10 8: 32:20 PM] tina jay arnet le: ive thought of that possibility
[1/28/10 8: 32:29 PM] tina jay arnet le: but m ready to take wats got to offer
[1/28/10 8: 33:16 PM] Duc Ducky Le: r u sure?
[1/28/10 8: 35:38 PM] Duc Ducky Le: it wil hurt
[1/28/10 8: 35:47 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i dunno if it wil hurt alot or a bit
[1/28/10 8: 38:26 PM] tina jay arnet le: idk
[1/28/10 8: 38:31 PM] tina jay arnet le: thats wat m gna try n find out
[1/28/10 8: 38:37 PM] tina jay arnet le: mayb itll help
[1/28/10 8: 38:39 PM] tina jay arnet le: maybe it wont
[1/28/10 8: 38:42 PM] tina jay arnet le: maybe itll b worse
[1/28/10 8: 38:46 PM] tina jay arnet le: but m willing to take a risk
[1/28/10 8: 38:51 PM] tina jay arnet le: coz after 5 months
[1/28/10 8: 38:57 PM] tina jay arnet le: n i still have the same fillings for him
[1/28/10 8: 39:05 PM] tina jay arnet le: that's like a miracle for me
[1/28/10 8: 39:12 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i think i noe how u feel
[1/28/10 8: 39:18 PM] tina jay arnet le: bcoz i have never fallen in love with anyone like this b4
[1/28/10 8: 39:19 PM] Duc Ducky Le: cuz u guys share alot of stuff
[1/28/10 8: 39:21 PM] tina jay arnet le: and never this long
[1/28/10 8: 39:24 PM] Duc Ducky Le: i noe
[1/28/10 8: 39:27 PM] Duc Ducky Le: same here
[1/28/10 8: 39:32 PM] tina jay arnet le: so m just hoping its gna work
[1/28/10 8: 39:43 PM] tina jay arnet le: n the reason id like to ask you to come along coz i trust you
[1/28/10 8: 39:45 PM] tina jay arnet le: :)
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